Upon finding our Soul within, we need to allow it to fill our consciousness and our physical earth vessels. Into every cell and every atom, our Soul will flow as Spirit merges into Matter.
THE STREAM OF LIGHT
The stream of light falls upon my head
illuminating my deepest secrets
and bringing them to the surface
of my consciousness.
I am not pleased to see some of them,
yet others fill me with the glory of Truth.
I have always known
that there was more.
There had to be.
Just this life,
just this reality,
just this consciousness,
would not be worth it,
would not be a possibility.
This knowledge set me apart.
I was different from the rest.
There was no reason for me
to believe as I did.
No one around me told me
about the things I knew.
But inside, yes, inside
there was always a Presence.
When I was a child,
this presence was my friend.
When I was a teenager,
IT was my secret love.
When I was pregnant,
IT was my unborn child.
And when I needed IT,
IT was my Guardian Angel.
Always, always IT was there.
When I was alone
IT held my hand.
When I was afraid
IT protected me.
And, when I was sad
IT comforted me.
When no one smiled at my humor,
IT laughed.
When no one answered my question,
IT replied.
And, when no one understood,
IT knew me.
What was this presence?
Only I could keep IT away.
If I didn’t believe, IT was gone.
Or, if I fell into the depths of emotion,
I couldn’t hear IT.
But, just as soon as I recovered,
as soon as I believed again
~ in myself ~
IT was back.
I could lean to the right,
rest my head upon an invisible shoulder,
and feel an arm about me.
Sometimes the Presence would
brush my forehead,
as if to release the pent-up thoughts
that were forever in my brain.
So what was this Presence?
Was IT just a figment of my imagination?
Or was IT the only reality
and everything else an illusion.
Was IT in me,
next to me,
or beside me?
Would IT ever leave me?
Would IT ever reveal itself?
Oh please, please let IT come forward.
Please let IT enter into my heart
and merge with me.
If IT isn’t real,
then neither am I.
If IT doesn’t truly exist,
then there is no reason.
There is no love.
IT must be real.
IT is my life force.
IT is my Self.
IT is the part of me
that I have not yet become.
IT is my completion,
my Divine Complement.
IT is that which will mend the tear,
the salve that will heal the wound.
IT is the other half that will
make me whole.
How can I learn to know this Presence?
How can I ignore that which I hear outside and
listen instead to this quiet voice within?
Can I remember
that I am special?
Can I remember
that I do deserve,
I am complete,
I am whole.
I must.
I simply must.
Yes!
Yes, I feel IT just before me.
IT is entering my arms and
stepping into my feet.
I hear IT as IT beats within my heart
and feel ITS breath inside my mind.
I AM complete NOW ~
together as ONE
with SOUL.
