PART III: THE POWER OF BELIEF
Remember, dear ones, the reality that you believe in is the reality that you perceive. If you stop believing that you are downloading and integrating your Soul/SELF, your perceptions will shift and your integration of SELF will no longer “be your reality.” Your process will then return to your “unconscious,” and your ego will again take control of your life. Once again, you will be bound by the illusions and dramas of third dimensional reality. You have had many incarnations as a third dimensional being. Hence, your body deva is “addicted” to a third dimensional system. To change that addiction, you need to remember to repeat, over and over, every day: “I now surrender all control of my physical body to my Soul.”
This process of transformation is much like digging a hole in the sand. As soon as you stop digging, the sand falls back in and all your efforts disappear. You need to place a mental sign in your “construction zone” which reads, “Reconstruction by SELF,” so that you can “remember to remember” that you are transforming your self into your SELF! Program this “sign” to appear in your mind when old behaviors and addictions threaten your transformation. Your most stubborn behaviors are actually your addictions. These addictive behaviors are your old friends. They are the things you have done or taken, probably since childhood, as a means of protection against uncomfortable emotions and/or situations.
RELEASING ADDICTIONS
An addiction, such as alcohol, drugs or gambling is not necessarily a “bad” thing. In fact, AN ADDICTION IS A CORE BELIEF THAT HAS BECOME A HABIT. In order to totally release an addictive behavior (something that you DO or TAKE so that you don’t have to think, or feel), find the Core Belief that first initiated those unwanted thoughts and feelings. In order to protect your Divine Child from the harshness of the third dimensional world, your wounded ego created certain Core Beliefs. In the safety of the Violet Temple’s Integration Chamber, allow these Core Beliefs to rise to the surface of your consciousness. Do not perceive them as enemies but instead, as aspects of your self that you have hidden in your deep unconscious.
These Core Beliefs were necessary, as you were not strong enough to face the world without them. However, you have been tempered in the Violet Fire of Transformation. This Flame acts as a poultice to pull the poisons from your body, mind and aura. Once you are conscious of these early wounds, you can heal and release what has poisoned you in the past. Allow your mind total freedom to roam, and listen to what it says. Give your heart complete permission to FEEL the repressed emotions that you have harbored in your body since childhood. FEEL the Unconditional Love of your Soul/SELF protecting and comforting your wounded ego.
MEDITATION
What is the Core Belief that has formed the behavior/addiction you wish to change?
- Feel the emotional charge of this Core Belief.
- Listen to the thoughts that accompany this Core Belief.
- Be aware of the intention that goes with those thoughts and emotions.
Listen now to the inner voice of your fifth/sixth dimensional SELF.
- Allow your Soul to show, tell and/or assist you to remember when and how this Core Belief was formed.
- Feel the emotion that accompanied this event.
- What is the “protective” behavior/addiction that was first used as comfort and distraction from this emotion?
Allow your Soul to replace your wounded ego’s comfort with Unconditional Love,
Acceptance and Forgiveness, so you may:
- Recognize the addictive behavior
- Comfort the emotion.
- Choose positive thinking.
- Select a powerful intention.
- Create a new hologram.
UNDERSTANDING ADDICTIONS
Remember to release all judgment. Addictions can be “bad,” such as drugs or gambling, or “good,” such as working out or helping others. An addiction is not a good or bad thing that you do or take. It is a mechanism to distract you from your true thoughts and feelings. If the action of “helping others” is because you are BEING your SELF, it is not an addiction. However, if you help others so that you can avoid your self, it is an addiction. Granted, helping others will not harm your earth vessel like taking drugs, but it can create a sense of martyrdom that definitely hinders your transformation.
If you are helping others to hide an inner fear, that fear will be spun out into your hologram and create a fearful situation around helping others. As a consequence of this, the very fear that you were trying to avoid through “helping others” will strike you in the face. You see, you are the creator of your reality. Your intentions and emotions are pivotal in the experiences you create. Hence, if you are helping others because your inner SELF has led you to do so; you are not doing it for “them.” You are following your own inner guidance. Whatever “their” reaction is to your assistance, is their reality—NOT yours. On the other hand, if you are “helping them” as an addictive act, your “service” will likely make you feel like a victim because “they don’t appreciate you.” When it is your wounded ego helping them; you may be hurt by their lack of gratitude.
When you are acting from your Soul/SELF and “they” appreciate your assistance, it is a validation that you were indeed tuned into your inner guidance. If they do not choose to take your assistance, then either you were not sufficiently tuned into your SELF, or you chose to create an experience where you could help others without the need for gratitude or recognition. In other words, you chose to create an initiation in which you could learn to accept others’ process without judgment of them, or martyrdom for yourself. Either way, it is your life and your lesson. You KNOW that you did not create, nor are you responsible for, other people’s lives. There are of course exceptions, such as raising children. But, then again, it was your choice to take on that responsibility, whether or not you were conscious of your choice.
A PARALLEL REALITY
You can continue your process of transformation while you also go about your mundane life. Keep forever conscious in your mind that you are in the Integration Chamber of the Violet Temple. Allow this “reality of transformation” to stay at the edge of your mind, like a good book that you are enjoying. Release the stress of your daily life into your “parallel reality” of the Violet Temple. From that reality you are able to feel how often you attempt to hide certain emotions with your addictions and consciously hear the obsessive thoughts run around and around in your brain and scurry to the edge of your mind when you try to focus on them.
Fortunately, this process need not interfere with your daily responsibilities. In fact, it is quite helpful because you can release your distracting and painful emotions into your parallel reality of transformation. In this manner, you can listen to the many thoughts that remind you that you are crazy, tired, stressed out or overworked, and send them into your parallel reality of transformation. It is in the reality of the Integration Chamber that you can gently coax these thoughts and emotions to the surface to be confronted and healed.
When you think, “I am sick, I am injured, I am tired and spaced out,” remember to replace those thoughts with, “In my parallel reality, I am downloading and integrating my Soul.” Remind yourself that your symptoms are not of illness; they are symptoms of transformation. Instead of having a nervous breakdown, you are having a Spiritual Transformation.
Your physical reality is no longer your only reality, or even your primary reality. Your physical reality is the Grounding Point of your multidimensional SELF. In fact, it is one of MANY Grounding Points of your multidimensional SELF. This life, however, is very important, as it is a magnificent opportunity to be part of a Planetary Ascension. You all petitioned and “waited in line” to be born in this time/ space.
Take a moment now and allow your consciousness to integrate this approach to addiction. Many third dimensional concepts take on a new face when they are approached from the fifth and sixth dimension.
Practice experiencing your experiences in the Integration Chamber as a reality that runs parallel to your mundane life.
PART IV: TREASURE YOUR PHYSICAL LIFE
When you maintain a conscious awareness of your process of transformation, it will be easier for you to ignore the “pull” of old dramas, fears, and addictions. You will also be able to listen to your symptoms of transformation and use them as guides to show you how to create a balanced life. Then you can begin to treasure your physical life and the wonderful opportunity that you are currently living. As you feel the love and guidance of your SELF, you will create more time for yourself, as you will KNOW that you deserve it. Hence, you will shift your consciousness away from the disdain for the third dimension and into the appreciation of all it can offer.
As you love your life on the third dimension, and your earth vessel that allows you to remain in that reality, you will also love the many creations that arise from that life. As you integrate you fifth/sixth dimensional consciousness into your third dimensional world, the third dimension will transform into a reality filled with opportunity, love and beauty. The third dimension has been difficult for many Lightworkers, as they remember, and feel, the call of the higher worlds. Hence, they have not wanted to lower too much of their Essence into a world that is completely insensitive to their true vibration.
To all of you great Beings, I say it is time to come out from your hiding place. You can NOW reveal you true SELF in your everyday life. It is SAFE now, because YOU have made it safe. Nothing can touch you there. You are free of the dramas and illusions for you have awakened to your SELF. With your Soul as Captain of your earth vessel, your perspective on life can keep your free from that which you do not wish to experience. Because you are downloading your fifth/sixth dimensional consciousness, your hand is on the rudder for your personal hologram, and you are the Master of your Destiny!
RELEASING OLD CORE BELIEFS
About now you may be releasing some old Core Beliefs that have hindered your transformation. Perhaps you are hearing your thoughts say that the physical world is too difficult for you, or that you don’t understand how things work here. You may even be feeling sorry for yourself as your inner victim comes up to be released. In fact, when you take the time to listen, you may be quite surprised at just how negative your thinking is. Nag, nag, nag, continues an onslaught of inner thoughts. However, will you shut them up? Well, first, you need to listen to what thoughts you are allowing to take up space in your mind.
It is also important that you feel the emotions that either cause, or arise from, your inner thoughts. Within the nagging is a deep pain and yearning. Can you see now why your ego was wounded? Words were said to you in your lifetime that became imbedded in your unconscious mind. Then you thought those same words to yourself, again and again. Worse yet, your wounded ego heard those thoughts and took them as more proof that life was too difficult, you didn’t deserve happiness, and you might as well just give up. All of these thoughts fed the common core belief of “I am not good enough.” Do you realize now why you have felt depressed or anxious?
On the other hand, sometimes there is an emotin that does not have a thought. It seems to arise from deep within without any warning. These emotions are actually coming up for release and usually can only be captured if you close your eyes and concentrate on only that feeling. Then, gradually, you will have a memory or a picture vaguely moving through your consciousness. You do not need to engage with this image, just allow it to be.
Once you allow this feeling to exist, it will show you in pictures, or tell you in thoughts, what it is you are ready to release. Say to your self, “I am not HAVING this emotion. I am RELEASING this emotion.” Then, love that emotion free. You will “love” it free by loving yourself in spite of this uncomfortable feeling. These emotions are often churned up from a dream you don’t remember but linger in your consciousness even after you awaken. In fact, it is good to pay close attention to your dreams while in the Violet Temple. Your dreams will show you that which you are ready to transform.
There are three types of dreams:
Unconscious Reality Dreams
These are about your deep unconscious, and they often leave you with the message of, “So that is how I feel.”
Conscious Reality Dreams
These dreams are like rehearsal dreams, in which you are preparing for something that you are doing, or will soon do, in your waking life. These dreams may offer you new ideas and solutions. However, you often wake up tired from them, as if you have been working all night. Also, sometimes these dreams show you just how stressed you really are.
Superconscious Reality Dreams
The third kind of dreams is messages from your Soul/SELF. These dreams are often predictive, or you meet with a Higher Being who gives you a message. You may also hear an interpretation of this kind of dream on awakening.
If you observe your dreams, you will learn much about yourself and about your process of integration.
Take a moment now for integration. How are your symptoms of transformation exacerbated by your thoughts and feelings? Listen first to your emotions; do not react to them, or even respond. Then, objectively listen to your thoughts; do not edit or change them.
Then, from your “detached observer” make note of how your thoughts and feelings interact.
It is helpful to also watch your dreams for further information. Dreams are not “good” or “bad.” They are messengers which can assist you to better understand your self.
A DIFFEENT PERSPECTIVE
From the perspective of your Multidimensional Consciousness, which you are now regaining, “time” is not an issue. In fact, you can “take time” to be in your Violet Temple reality while you are also at work, driving on the freeway, being on hold on the phone, nursing a baby, or plowing a field. You do not need to be in your transformation process “instead of” doing something else. You can transform “along with” something else. Your body is being rewired so that you can be conscious of, and active in, more than one reality. You are shifting to a new kind of consciousness. Of course it is not really new, it is the true consciousness that you have always had but have forgotten!
Be patient with your third dimensional form. You are one of the “First Ones.” Therefore, you have had to burn through the resistance of the collective consciousness in order to expand you personal consciousness. You will, and are now making, a great difference in the world around you. It may not appear that way, as the illusions of the third dimension are far and wide. However, as the “old” reality falls apart, as it is doing now, you can know that it is because the “new” earth is beginning. The collective consciousness still has far to awaken, but you, the members of the Planetary Ascension Team, are making more of an impact than you know.
Soon you shall see more changes in your life and in your body. The preparation portion of this process is very difficult and takes much more “time.” However, once the resistance is removed, changes appear very quickly. Visualize yourself in the Integration Chamber now. Yes, there you are, staring at the door. What does the door look like today? Your inner world is changing more quickly than your outer world, so there may be many differences in your Chamber. However, to “see” them, you will have to close your eyes to the outside world, and “look,” inside your SELF.
FINDING YOUR ESSENCE
See now that the door to your chamber is slightly open, and a bright Violet Light is peeking through. Walk over to the door to investigate this light. As you approach the door, reach out with your hand to touch the light. In a flash, all is changed. The room that was once darkened is suddenly filled with Violet Light. Reach out now with your heart and mind now to merge with this Light.
As you do so, you remember all the lives that you have lived and all the people you have lived them with. See all the homes that you have had, recall all the memories, confront all the challenges and accept all the transformations of your many third and fourth dimensional lives. There are, of course, too many lives to experience them sequentially, as your 3D consciousness would. Instead, review them all at once in the NOW of fifth/sixth dimensional “no time.” Allow the many pictures, sensations and memories to flash past your mind screen. You needn’t KNOW them all. Instead, allow them to just BE. If certain realities “hang” in your awareness, you can look at them more deeply later.
Within these many realities of your SELF is the same Essence, in spite of all your different experiences. There are too many situations to talk about, or even think about. All you can do is FEEL. Feel the Essence of YOU that has been present in all your realities, lives, and situations. Just as you are the same person, no matter what you wear, or where you are, you are the same Essence no matter what form you hold and what reality you are in. Of course, your clothes and your surroundings can greatly influence you, but you are not a different person just because you have changed your outfit or moved to a different location.
Granted, some clothing (bodies) is very attractive and makes it easier for you to feel good about yourself. Some places (realities) feel good to you and some do not. However, the Essence of YOU, although it might be expanded or diminished, is the same. It is this way with the many incarnations of your higher dimensional SELVES on different planets, galaxies, and dimensions as well. Your life-stream is a specialist in being its SELF. The Violet Light does not change you. It merely allows YOU to come out from hiding.
Take a moment to become aware of your Essence and of the many aspects of your SELF who hold this same Essence.
Use the FEEL of your Essence to serve as a magnet to connect and integrate ALL the aspects of your SELF into ONE.
